Boy problems...not really...sort of....just help >_<?

It’s not an easy question to answer not being able to visualize certain things. Not knowing who either of you are, or how you might react to certain situations. We have different ways to react to affection, some get very shy, and some get aggressive. Some are ertive, and others are not, too many variables really to hazard a guess. My suggestion would be to simply clear the air. First of all, ask yourself what you are truly feeling. To say you don’t know, you’re probably not searching deep enough or don’t really want to face the truth. If you sense something is different, and chances are your instincts are accurate…ask him. Write a letter to him, that gives you time to articulate what you want to say and how to say it, and he can read it with no pressure, or you could find a time when you are together and can talk with no distractions. You might want to write down what you want to say before you speak face to face because it appears to me you‘ll probably be somewhat nervous. Experience taught me this, to say nothing is usually not the best way, there is no closure, and if it matters that much to you and you feel it is effecting your relationship in some way, ignoring it may not be the best solution. As I stated in the beginning, hard to really nail this one without knowing either of you. Hope this helps, good luck.